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Wei Wuxian ([personal profile] scaredofdogs) wrote in [community profile] angryhearts 2020-06-15 04:57 am (UTC)

The answer tears at his heart and the bandage that was put on gets threatened to be torn off. He had felt the other respond, knew he wanted to. Can practically hear it in his voice and if anyone deserves to feel that love from the kiss it is this man who has yet to experience it. And he knows his own heart threatens to burst with feeling the love he has for this man in all his forms. Even in his short time with this one, he knew his feelings were the same as if each Lan Wangji had half of his heart. He already has such precious memories with this man he has known for a lifetime..and yet at the same time only a couple weeks.

But those words also sting because there is truth in them. Would he not also feel a little jealous if this kind of moment was had with the other version of himself and the Lan Wangji of his world? He can't be selfish and jealous..it wouldn't be fair. Would he be so willing to let the other enjoy this kind of moment without questioning it? And yet this also feels unfair..because what if the other Wei Wuxian is just like he was..not ready or unwilling. Then he might have made things even more difficult for him.

So he turns his face slightly and closes the distance, letting his kiss fall just to the left of Lan Wangji's lips. Not stealing his first, but also showing his heart is still unchanged. The kiss is soft, light and loving despite not being where he would have originally placed it.

When he takes his lips away, he smiles up at the other man again. "For me, there is no more yours or mine. Lan Wangji is Lan Wangji." And even if he can't be with this one, that doesn't mean he can't still hold him in his heart just as much.

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