"I know you do, Lan Zhan. When the other you arrived..we talked a lot. He helped me understand some things and it made me realize even if what I was under was a tea..your feelings were true." He doesn't know how he will react to him talking to the other version, but the other one really did help him and he might not be like this if he didn't get those answers.

"And I do want to take it slow. Let's enjoy each other like this before we go too far. It's not that I don't want to do it..but..I guess I just want that to be special." And that night it would have been driven by lust and not love. That second it far more precious to him then the first.

He doesn't want to think about being yelled at anymore, wiping that whole day clean from his brain. From this point on, he wants to only enjoy the good times with Lan Wangji.

He leans up and places a light kiss on the man's cheek, a tender and loving motion filled with all that he feels for this man. His heart it full and has been repaired over the last couple weeks. And tonight he wants to be able to share this special evening just the way they want to, without hotel tricks or jumbled feelings.