[He flinches all the same. He did..he broke his promise about being careful. He deserves to be yelled at by them. He buries his face against the other man, ashamed of himself and how it all unfolded. He wasn't the only person with a code but it seems his outcome had been far worse then most. of course..it's hard to get worse then death. Luckily it seems that dying in this place isn't permanent or at least..the first one isn't. He wonders if there is a limit to his luck in that respect. All he can do is mutter apologies as they lay there together, his grip on Lan Wangji tight as if afraid to let go.]
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