[He had no idea that dying would not be permanent. He thought for sure his life was ending for good in that strange room and that he would never see Lan Wangji's face again. Apology after apology had run though his mind while those dogs tore him apart and he only hoped that perhaps he would come back as one of the spirits that live in the hotel so that he could still talk to him somehow.]
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[He had no idea that dying would not be permanent. He thought for sure his life was ending for good in that strange room and that he would never see Lan Wangji's face again. Apology after apology had run though his mind while those dogs tore him apart and he only hoped that perhaps he would come back as one of the spirits that live in the hotel so that he could still talk to him somehow.]
At least now we know death isn't permanent here.