"But if it was the transformations..then it would also be good to test it. To do a lot again and see how many it takes before I black out." A very dangerous test but the only way to truly know if they were the direct cause of it. Even after countless drunken nights, he has never had a time when he really lost track of what he was doing. If not diagnosed this could lead to far worse things.

He rests his head against Lan Wangji as he considers that. Without knowing what exactly happens it is hard to say how he should proceed.

"If we find out that this is a side effect..we need to let everyone know." Because he would rather be the scapegoat and find out the truth to save anyone else from going through this.