"Is it only just at the pool or have you been feeling that way toward to me long before? Because I remember. Back at the inn. Before we woke up and become stuck here. I remember that night. I was drunk, I pretend to don't know anything"

Heaving a sigh, he wants to be honest with him, and not holding back. "I'll try not to drink again. I have a low alcohol tolerance. I want my words and feelings be true for you and match my actions. Because I don't know how I suppose to feel. I have been wanting a kiss from you for so many years. When I first kissed you at phoenix mountain, I was angry at myself. Then when you kissed me, I can't believe that you did that. Was it really real and coming from you?"

Looking at him in the eyes, "Wei Wuxian, I did want it and I still do. I want us to be real with our feelings. I always wanted to help you. It's what I truly desire." He meant that with a deep sincerity.