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𝐻𝒜𝒫𝒫𝒴 𝐻𝐸𝒜𝑅𝒯𝒮 𝒮𝒯𝒜𝐹𝐹 ([personal profile] happyheartsstaff) wrote in [community profile] angryhearts2020-06-11 07:39 pm

it's getting hot in here

SO (PLEASE DON'T) TAKE OFF ALL YOUR CLOTHES

Days are almost meaningless, here in Wonderland. With the eternal twilight outside the windows and many of the hotel's amenities open around the clock, it can be hard to keep track, can't it? But you must sleep, or at least return to your room, some time. It's on one of these times that you may begin to notice a faint sound coming from inside the walls. Or is it the ceiling? The floor? Something that sounds like scratching, or tapping, or the strained whir of machinery. Then it fades away. Whether it's moving on to another room or stopping entirely, it's hard to tell.

After a few nights, or days, of this happening, it suddenly stops. There's a brief period of peace, and perhaps you even get some rest. Then there's a series of thumps, sharp clicks and a loud stuttering sound that signals the hotel's air conditioning unit giving out.

At first it's not so bad. It's dark out, right, how hot can it really be outside? The air itself still seems to be circulating, albeit more slowly, but it's enough that you can breathe. But the heat seems to keep building, and building, the air hanging heavy and thick and leaving a lingering feeling that it's pressing down on you. Even sitting still no longer becomes enough to ease the suffocating heat.

The staff don't know what's happened to the air conditioner, when you ask. "Oh, that finicky thing", they say, as if it's a minor inconvenience. They assure you that the Queen's mechanics will have it fixed in no time — they always do. In the meantime, can they interest you in a refreshing iced tea? Perhaps a dip in the pool?

Is it your imagination, or do a few of the staff seem a little uncertain as they try to brush off your questions? A little less confident than they always have been before? Whatever their demeanor, it seems they still have no answers to give. The astute may notice that after a conversation with one of these staff, they can't seem to be found again.

As if that weren't enough, the scratching in the walls starts up again. With the oppressive heat, the rising tension and frayed nerves, is it any wonder that the staff might seem more apprehensive?

THINGS THAT GO BUMP IN THE NIGHT 06/11 - 06/13



Sleeping is probably hard enough, in a hotel where the activity never seems to cease. At least it's generally quiet in the upper floors, at least Oysters can turn out the lights in their own room and find some peace.

...usually, anyway.

At first it's only the faintest sounds, something only noticeable to those who sleep lightly. The staff, if asked, don't acknowledge hearing anything and seem politely concerned about anything disturbing the rest of their guests. Oysters may be offered ear plugs, or a device to listen to music, or a trip to the spa for relaxation.

Then it grows in both volume and frequency, disturbing even the heaviest of sleepers at night. Some staff still say they haven't heard anything, other staff acknowledge the sounds but brush them off, unconcerned. Every building has its quirks, after all! There does seem to be an increase in staff milling about, however, making it difficult for those who may want to look into things without being seen.



CLICK CLICK... THUMP

06/14 - 06/21



The fourth day of the event begins with a short period of blissful silence, quickly ruined by a loud, persistent clicking sound, audible in all parts of the hotel... And then an even louder THUMP as the air conditioning unit gives out.

At first, it's not terrible — the air is still circulating, and while the heat is uncomfortable it's not unbearable. As time goes on, though, the heat builds and builds, until not even staying in place will provide any relief.

The staff profess ignorance to whatever happened to the air conditioner, if asked — some more convincingly than others. They all offer iced teas for relief, and suggest a dip in the Pool of Tears, though those who seem uncertain when answering any questions will try to leave the conversation faster, and won't be easily found again.

While the iced teas are incredibly effective at helping to beat the heat, they once again seem to offer some strange effects — enough glasses, and Oysters will be overcome either with anger and irritation, or a sense of serene calm. Any little thing could set off an Oyster who's been affected by the anger-inducing tea; an Oyster who drank the calming tea is utterly unflappable. These effects persist for just as long as it takes for the cooling effects to wear off, at which point Oysters are left with a choice — deal with the heat, or take their chances with another tea?

And to top it all off, the scratching noise in the walls has started up again. The few staff remaining at this point are as unhelpful as ever, but they don't have the same infuriating calm to their answers — but who could blame them being a little nervous?





QUEEN'S ADDRESS

06/21



And finally, the tenth day brings relief in the form of a loud shuddering sound, and then the quiet whoosh of a working air conditioner. Over the course of the day, the Hotel gets progressively cooler, until it is once again at the comfortable, cool temperature Oysters had grown used to in their first month here in the Hotel.

It also brings an address from the Queen.

"Oh, my curious Oysters, when you try to play with that which you don't understand, you break things! Not to fear, all has been set to rights now that our dear Dormouse has fixed what some careless guest disrupted. If you wanted to play games, you should have simply said! I have a dear companion for you who is so eager to join in the fun."


The Queen will not respond to any messages sent back to her.





If you have any questions, please direct them to the OOC post here. RNG results for the off limits areas will be going out tomorrow, so if anyone would still like to sign up for those that hasn't yet please do so tonight!




© tessisamess


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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2020-06-20 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
He waited out a few hours in his room and already, by the designated time that is agreed upon, he's already sweating and hot. He appeared wearing a nightgown attire in his pajamas with a stack of blanket and pillows, and extra dry clothes to change for the next morning.

He came with every intention to spend the night in the pool. The moment he arrives, he gazed at the scene before him in quite a daze. It was a lovely sight, with the room darkens with the LED lights on, and the first-person he sees is Wei Ying waiting for him by the pool.

"Wei Ying, I'm here" Quietly he approached him. Unable to bear the heat, he strips off his pajamas to reveal he's wearing shorts for swimming and quickly hops into the pool to cool off.

"This is lovely. It's hot upstairs. Was it the same for you?"
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[personal profile] scaredofdogs 2020-06-20 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
When the lights dimmed, he turned his face upward to see if there was stars. A few random lights gave off a kind of illusion that there were a few. It brought a smile to his face as he then looked around the room. Just enough light that someone can enjoy their stay in the room without accidentally falling into a pool. Even the water is lit up to give it a pretty almost greenish-blue glow.

As Lan Wangji returns he looks over and his smile brightens. "It's hot everywhere. I don't like it upstairs very much right now." The heat seems to rise making the higher they go, the warmer it is. He knows he can't exactly live at the pool, but that doesn't mean he isn't going to try.

He scoots off the side of the pool and into the water. He wants to show Lan Wangji all the things they got set up for them, but for now he will let the man cool down. Except of course..He's going to be pouncing on him immediately. He jumps up and throws his arms around Lan Wangji's neck, not caring if it sends them both tumbling back into the water.
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2020-06-20 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
With the room dark and the lights dimmed, there are no stars here, but it's close enough. The light from the above makes it look like stars. So it's quiet, dark, and comfortable. Lan Wangji takes a splash in the pool to cool himself off and feeling at ease with himself, he relaxes, content to spend his time and space with him, and he really appreciates this set-up that Wei Wuxian goes through the trouble and it all started with a simple request of wanting to spend time with him.

He didn't see that attack coming. The moment Wei Wuxian caught him, his golden eyes widen in surprise, in a bit of shock as he haven't...hug him in ages like this and can't recall the last time he did. "Ah...? Wei Ying...?"

At that moment, falling backward, they make quite a splash from a sudden impact. He caught his balance and caught Wei Wuxian in his arms around his waist.

Looking at him blankly, "Wei Ying. What's the matter? Is everything all right?"
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[personal profile] scaredofdogs 2020-06-20 06:09 am (UTC)(link)
He looks up at the other and his smile is bright. He's excited about being able to sleep somewhere new and especially since it will be like sleeping under the stars back home. It might not be the same but it's an evening alone with Lan Wangji and he's practically bursting with all the happy emotions that come with figuring out how he feels.

"Everything is fine, Lan Zhan! I'm just happy and I have so much to show you. The staff was really helpful when I asked them for things. And I wanted to make sure everything was nice. We haven't had a very good few weeks..but now that I understand how I feel, I wanted to make it up to you for all the bad things that happened between us."

He wasn't completely to blame. Lan Wangji also had a hand..a part..in what made things so awkward between them. But Wei Wuxian knows how to forgive and forget. They can start over. This time without any teas or things messing everything up and confusing the situation.
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2020-06-20 06:35 am (UTC)(link)
It's fortunate for Wei Wuxian than Lan Wangji does return his feelings and happily gives it when it's needed it, and just as desperate for his affection. He slowly wraps his arms around him, gently squeezing him.

"Wei Ying, I..." At this point, Lan Wangji wanted to apologize yet again for losing his temper with him, for yelling, but now Wei Wuxian made him promised and he intended to be a man of his word and keeps his promise.

He didn't want to harm him. Never he wanted to, out of fear of losing him. They had fights and arguments before, where he has gotten angry at him and draw his blade at him over as something as breaking the rules and sneaking in alcohol, having long thought that Wei Wuxian is disrespecting the rules of his Sect.

"You can show me everything. This is indeed very nice and it was your idea. I like it. It's very sweet of you to even think of making up to me." He is very touched by his sincerity.

He doesn't let him go but he does loosen up his tight hold on him, looking at him and being straightforward.

"Wei Ying, what happened that time...I wanted it. I wanted you. Whether you are under a love spell or not, I still do and it's coming from me. I don't feel forced. Surprise and overwhelmed maybe. It's something you weren't ready for, and if you're not ready now, it's fine. I'll slow down and wait. But I wasn't angry about that. I was angry because I thought...you wanted an easy way out through drinking and you didn't return home. It's easy to forget and not good wanting to escape."
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[personal profile] scaredofdogs 2020-06-20 02:06 pm (UTC)(link)
"I know you do, Lan Zhan. When the other you arrived..we talked a lot. He helped me understand some things and it made me realize even if what I was under was a tea..your feelings were true." He doesn't know how he will react to him talking to the other version, but the other one really did help him and he might not be like this if he didn't get those answers.

"And I do want to take it slow. Let's enjoy each other like this before we go too far. It's not that I don't want to do it..but..I guess I just want that to be special." And that night it would have been driven by lust and not love. That second it far more precious to him then the first.

He doesn't want to think about being yelled at anymore, wiping that whole day clean from his brain. From this point on, he wants to only enjoy the good times with Lan Wangji.

He leans up and places a light kiss on the man's cheek, a tender and loving motion filled with all that he feels for this man. His heart it full and has been repaired over the last couple weeks. And tonight he wants to be able to share this special evening just the way they want to, without hotel tricks or jumbled feelings.
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2020-06-21 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
At the mention of the other, his double, and counterpart, Lan Wangji's inwardly flinched and he frowns, there's a moment of a sullen expression. There is a pain in his heart so profound that it pulls at his heartstrings. Perhaps jealousy. He did bizarre things out of jealousy such as stealing an innocent's girl pink purse to call it his own and did everything he can in his memory after he's gone to remember him by.

But there's no anger. Just a fear that if he accidentally distances himself away from him, then it makes sense for Wei Ying to find comfort and answers in the other man. It wasn't fair, but in the end, he must surrender, accept his defeat, sees his weakness, and forgive. He meditates on it, draw on inner strength and set his own selfishness aside. What he could say? Stop seeing him and see only me?

More than anything he draws inner strength from his self-control and his miserable attempt to reign mastery over his emotions. He takes a deep breath. More than anything, he needs him. To hold him like this. To hear him talk, laugh, and have fun and don't think about the collective sorrows. The thirteen years of his absence is suffering enough.

Speaking from his heart, he needs to let Wei Ying know that there's only him in his heart and nobody else and that in the end, it will be him, the Lan Wangji that he'll be returning home in the end.

With quiet strength, he speaks slowly. His kiss are like a balm to his soul. Compassionate and kindness, and a soft tenderness his Wei Ying needs now.

"Wei Ying. You are special. Very special. You are the only one that I let into my heart. I meant what I said that I love you. That I loved you and nobody else. You are my home. When you're hurt, I get hurt. When you're happy, I'm happy. I just can't read your mind, so when you need something like that...please. Tell me. Because more than anything else, my reason is always you. If you're lost or in doubt, we can figure things out together."

He's not content with a light kiss on the cheek. His own heart is full too, too full of bitter, happiness, and hurt mingled all at once from the years they know each other. After the kiss, he steals a kiss back, leaning over, dipping in the close space between them for a desperate kiss on the lips.
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[personal profile] scaredofdogs 2020-06-21 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
If Lan wangji asked him to never see the other version again, Wei Wuxian would have many issues with it. He would agree but it would leave a wound on his heart that would not likely heal. For him, the two of them are the same. His feelings for Lan Wangji transcend all things, even a difference of worlds or lives or memories. He can't really explain it in words, but he knows that it would be hard to exist in this space knowing he would never be allowed to see both of them anytime he wanted.

As he kisses him back, Wei Wuxian's arms tighten around him. He feels like that kiss opens up his heart like a dam, the emotions rushing out of him like water. He wants to be able to enjoy this feeling all the time, every moment of every day. This embrace that he wants to grow so familiar with, those lips that seems to perfectly envelope his own.

As those words roll over in his brain. His life is Lan Wangji's life and vice versa. Perhaps it's been that way for a long time, far longer then he even was aware of. The stolen kiss on the mountain, the promise with the lanterns, the week in the cave. All moments that shaped who they were together. Ever since that time in the cave, his own thoughts had become more and more wrapped up in Lan Wangji. Wondering what he was doing, where he was traveling, if he would ever be able to show him Lotus Pier. He wanted to spend time with him even when he thought the other man hated him.

But now he knows that was never the case. This man has loved him for years. And it isn't fair..because Wei Wuxian couldn't be there for him. Those 13 years he was dead was like a snap of a finger for him. He doesn't remember them and never had to deal with the pain of all that time apart. And so the guilt he feels is because he made the man have to wait all that time.

As they break from the kiss, Wei Wuxian stays close, resting his forehead against the other man's. "From now on, Lan Zhan, I'll never keep anything from you. No lies, no secrets, no doubts, no fears. If you want to know what is on my mind at any moment, I will tell you."
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2020-06-21 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
It shall be discussed at another time, but Wei Wuxian must learn that he is absolutely allowed once Lan Wangji is pretty sure of their relationship and doesn't make him feel less if only they talk more openly and with more honesty. Because even Lan Wangji himself knows better. That people are unstoppable when they're in love. It's a force to be reckoned with and to be fair, knowing himself, the other man maybe struggling with the same feelings between love and honor, and doing the right thing.

Closing his eyes, he simply melts into the kiss, kissing him longingly and passionately. For all the years he's devoted to him, his loving is steadfast and strong, and has never changed. Like an anchor and rock that Wei Wuxian needed and relied on, when his emotions is too strong, to be sure that there is someone he can come back home to, and always be there to help, and help him stay focus and centered during crisis or stress. The emotions he feels for him never wavers and still ever the same, if anything becomes stronger than before.

The embrace loosen, he relaxes completely, at ease, not letting him go, and with all the emotions steady, he relaxes and is completely open, his gaze never leaves the face of his beloved. "You don't have to tell me anything. Not unless you wanted too and absolutely sure. For me, what's important is you feel safe and you don't fear me and you trust me, and that you know, I'm here for you."

Closing his eyes, "I'm just happy that you're back, Wei Ying and you're feeling much better."
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[personal profile] scaredofdogs 2020-06-21 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
"I'm definitely feeling much better." That time apart was the hardest he has ever know. They have been apart before. Both of his times in Burial Mounds for example. After he left Cloud Recesses to go back home. After they escaped the cave. Each one was met with significant amount of time between seeing each other. But during those times they weren't matched up in their feelings. When they were apart this time, Wei Wuxian realized just how much he didn't ever want that to happen again.

He finally pulls away and takes the man's hand in his own. "Let me show you the set up for tonight!" He is already cooled off thanks to the water, so he wants to show Lan Wangji the fire area and where they will get to sleep. There is food and drinks and everything ready for them thanks to the staffers.

He pulls him out of the pool and all the way over to near the cave part. There are chairs set up and they fan out around a fire pit that is already going strong. Besides the chairs is bedding that they can either lay out on the floor or on the chairs depending on how they wish to sleep. And then pitchers of tea and alcohol are on tables as well as the pieces to make what the staff called 'smores'.

"what do you think? Do we have everything we need?"
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2020-06-21 06:02 pm (UTC)(link)
For once, he is all smiles, and he is glad he feeling much better. So is he. Very gently, he laces his fingers as his hand being held, and climbing out of the pool and follows after him.

"You have something to show me?" Upon closer look, he marvels as to how much Wei Wuxian's ideals and plans become visualized. It's all well-organized and thought out at the set up near the fire pit. At the very least, they won't spend the night in their bedrooms where it's humid and hot.

"Wei Ying, it's perfect."
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[personal profile] scaredofdogs 2020-06-22 12:50 am (UTC)(link)
Wei Wuxian grins and wraps his arms back around him, resting his chin against Lan Wangji's neck. "I'm glad you think so, Lan Zhan. I'm excited that we get to have this camping trip."

It's about as close to traveling around and spending the night outside as he can get. It's the only thing he can do to make up for all that time apart. He wants to be able to enjoy every minute and still stay cool. And neither of them has to go back to their own rooms and be alone. They can lay together under the stars.
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2020-06-22 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
They're becoming closer than before, slowly understanding each other. His Wei Ying came back to him, especially with the kisses and hugs and he couldn't be happier with the affectionate that he's slowly warming up to him. No rush, taking it slow. It helps not to sleep alone as he really wanted and needed Wei Ying's company for the evening.

"What would you like to do? Eat together?" He did bring blankets and pillows to work out the bedding and left them on one of the tables should they need to fix it.
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[personal profile] scaredofdogs 2020-06-22 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
"Sure! They gave us these fun snacks." He let's Lan Wangji go so that he can hurry over to the table. He picks up the tray that has the pieces for making smores.

"The staff said you put the white things on the stick and toast them. And then you turn it into a kind of sandwich."

He brings the tray over over to the seats and sets it down between them. The pitchers and glasses for drinks are already on the table as well. He moves two of the lounge chairs together so that they create one wide one that they can sit in together.
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2020-06-23 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
"White things...?" He sniffs at it, and it smells sweet and sugary. Having eaten the foods of this place. "Marshmallows. Sandwich. All right."

This requires some set-up, but eventually, he gets the idea and puts the fluffy white confectionary on the stick. Sitting close to the fire pit, he takes a chance to sit close to him while hovering the stick over the heat to toast it.

Eventually, they made batches of smores sandwich. "I don't like sweet things, but this is actually quite good."
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[personal profile] scaredofdogs 2020-06-23 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
Wei Wuxian settles on the seat next to him, shoulder to shoulder, wanting to stay in contact with other at all times. He watches as the fire turns the little white clouds brown and black. When one catches on fire he quickly blows it out, enjoying the cooking part of things even more then the actual eating of it.

When he tries one of the assembled sandwiches, his eyes widen and the variety of flavors that touch his tongue are exciting. "The staff was right! This is a good snack!" He will never doubt their suggestions ever again.

He hooks his arm through Lan Wangji's as they sit there and he munches on the smores.
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2020-06-23 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
Following in suit, he blows the hot marshmallows and makes the smores sandwiches. He munches on the sandwiches. It tasted quite good and it's been a while since he last has chocolate. The heat from the fire pit makes things hot, so he pushed back his chair to get cooler.

"Mn, it's good." When their arms are hooked around, he can't help but to smile, enjoying this simple moment with him.

"There's no stars out, but I think...when the lights are out, it's comfortable."
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[personal profile] scaredofdogs 2020-06-23 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
"I like it. The pool is pretty all lit up like this." He might not understand how modern lighting works, but he finds it fascinating that it can create so many colors.

He turns his head to look up at Lan Wangji and notices he has a little bit of chocolate on his lip. He leans up and places his lips against the corner of his mouth, letting his tongue clean away the remnant.
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2020-06-23 03:45 pm (UTC)(link)
"It is. So many stars." But he wanted to sit under real stars under the open nightsky with him. If only there are real stars out and they're out in the field with the donkey to accompany them. How he wished they are back home again.

He sat still to allow him to kiss him and clean him as he gazed at him up close. Closing his eyes, he leans forward to quietly kisses him back on those soft lips. The first kiss, then the second, and followed by a third. Instinctively curled his tongue around his.

It comes to no surprise. It's something that comes naturally, wanting to kiss him. After a series of kisses, he finished by gently rubbing his forehead against his, and quietly finished eating the rest of the drinks and snacks.
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[personal profile] scaredofdogs 2020-06-23 10:51 pm (UTC)(link)
He returns those kisses eagerly, finally knowing what it feels like to enjoy them when they are both sober and there is nothing pushing them to be too eager. There is something nice and sweet about them.

Wei Wuxian pouts a little when the kisses end. He feels like he has a lot of making up to do in that department...he has a lot to make up for in a lot of areas but he wants it to happen naturally. And probably not in the pool area...Especially there are still stragglers around who wander in also trying to escape the heat.

But he also knows there is still a lot to talk about between them. He still feels like Lan Wangji might be a little upset with him and he doesn't really know how to fix it.

"Are you okay, Lan Zhan?" He wants to make sure there isn't anything left bothering him. Wei Wuxian wants to be completely open and honest about everything and his feelings from this point on and he doesn't want Lan Wangji to hold anything back either.
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2020-06-23 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
He was upset and he got hurt from the outbursts, letting his emotions gotten the best of him, but not right now. At the moment, nothing comes to mind, so there isn't anything to bring up for Wei Wuxian to feel guilty for. There is much to talk about when the topics of the heart will come up, but for now, Lan Wangji is placid, looking at his reflection in the pool and then looking at him.

There's nothing to fix if that is what Wei Wuxian is worried about since he is content to stay by his side and stay with him for the entire time.

"Wei Ying, I am okay as long as you are. I just want a quiet evening by spending time with you." He is honest and open, open to anything to receive and give. "If you want to kiss me or hold me, don't hold anything back." Then he blushes lightly, but it must be said. "If you want to sleep with me, let's do it when we're both ready and prepared. We'll figure things out together."
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[personal profile] scaredofdogs 2020-06-24 12:22 am (UTC)(link)
"Okay Lan Zhan." He wraps his arms around Lan Wangji's middle and pulls himself into the other man's lap, sitting across it. He wants to be close to the other man. He wants the contact, wants to know that they can be like this without it having to lead to anything else. He has desires but he needs to know that it's okay to just have these quiet moments where they can enjoy being with each other.

"I want to do all of those things. Maybe not all today, but someday when both our hearts are healed enough." Because he still feels like rushing into something would make it seem cheaper.

He lays his head on Lan Wangji's shoulder and tucks his face up against his neck.
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2020-06-24 12:42 am (UTC)(link)
For him, this is good for now, even basking in his warmth and in his hugs. He closed his eyes. He is here. This weight and body feel warm. Alive. He remembered searching for him through the Burial Mounds. He cannot find him. Years after, after bearing the whiplashed scars on his back and the hot searing brand on his chest, he cannot compare any worser pain than his death.

This is good enough for him. Just his presence. He can't be selfish to ask for more than this. He wants Wei Ying to feel safe and not be terrified of him. Just a quiet moment and where he learns to sit still and be silent, and most important of all. Be patient.

With an impassive expression, "I wanted Wei Ying's heart." He said simply, voice hollow, full of years of yearning and want.
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[personal profile] scaredofdogs 2020-06-24 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
"You've got it now, Lan Zhan." He finds his hand and intertwines their fingers. He nuzzles his neck and places soft kisses against it. Lan Wangji has every inch of his heart and it swells with happiness at being able to be in his embrace.

There is hesitancy..wondering if this is the moment he has been waiting for all day. He didn't want to say the words earlier when they were just in the pool. But the nighttime ambiance..the fire burning before them..the feeling of Lan Wangji's heart beating against him..all of it just seems to indicate that this might be the time to say them.

He lifts his head up and looks into the other man's eyes. "I love you, Lan Zhan."
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[personal profile] inquiryguqin 2020-06-24 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
It doesn't change the fact that he felt lonely during those weeks they're apart, but he could not blame him for not being ready for the strength of his feelings. There is a guilt also.

"You should say them when you really wanted to give, but...." He quietly soaks in his embrace, his affections, his kisses, and how his heart swells with love that it's beyond desire. Each time Wei Ying does this to his body and his heart, he felt bewitched by him every single time. There's a flare of blush over his pale cheeks.

"I don't feel complete without you. When we're apart, I feel so much for you. But I must endure because you're my home. And it's my duty to return us back home someday."

Returning home. A dreadful thought and it's the truth. If that's the case, if their stay here is ever over, that means not seeing the other counterpart again.

Looking into his eyes, his golden tiger eyes full of determination. "So I won't go home. Not without you."

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