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Lan Wangji (蓝忘机) ([personal profile] inquiryguqin) wrote in [community profile] angryhearts2020-11-01 11:37 pm

Wide awake

WHO: Lan Wangji and ota
WHAT: Lan Wangji woke up on his bed in his bedroom
WHEN: November 5th and onward
WHERE: His bedroom, around the hotel with one TDM prompt
NOTES:CW: Talk of his death will come up in discussion, depression, trauma, and illness

I. Awake
A few days after the Halloween party, it happened sometime in the night when everyone is sleeping. His room was unoccupied during the late hours, but he returned. He was sleeping. He was exhausted. It's hard to imagine that he had been dead for a few days, and then somehow, he resurrected, and his body is alive once more, breathing and actually warm with his soul from the darkness returned.

He slept in his bedroom for a long time. After he slept for a long time, he woke up with a start, his eyes flutter open. He was breathing softly and he woke up with such a start that he felt ill. The first feeling is going to the bathroom to purge the illness out of his stomach, and that just happened. He crawls on the floor, trying to feel the weight of standing on his two feet, his body weakens from blood loss and the physical trauma, and he was there for a long time to purge whatever feelings of death linger in his body out.

Gold filled in his wounds, covering his neck, arms, torso, and legs. Like a map jagged, cracked, and stripe-like a tiger, the gold filling is now scarred over his body and a painful reminder of what happened that night.

Eventually, once he felt empty of everything heavy in his body, he crawls his way back to the bed to rest. If there is anyone in the room, later on, he begins to speak, weak from illness and hunger.

"I'm sorry. I think I had been dreaming." After which, he curls up on his bed to finally cry and sob heavily over what happened, once he finally remembers.

II. First snowfall - Nov.6 to Nov.8
It takes Lan Wangji a lot of courage to venture out, even for a few moments, but he would rather stay in his room with his rabbits and cat to rest. He ventures out to see the snowy environment by the pools and experiencing the first fall of snow.

The only source of warmth to be found here now are the several hot tubs scattered throughout the pool area. Taking a dip in the hot tub helps relieves the stress he's under, he can be seen relaxing and meditating in the hot tubs.

III.Wildcard
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[personal profile] scaredofdogs 2020-11-01 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
Wei Wuxian hasn't left Lan Wangji's bedroom since the moment they took the body away from his arms. Kept company mostly by Lan Xichen, but also the other Lan Wangji and whatever rotation of cultivators came to check on them to make sure him and the older Lan were distracted. No one wanted to leave Wei Wuxian by himself. Afraid of what he might do without someone around. His own death always lingering in the back of his mind waiting to be triggered by being alone.

Generally at night he curled himself around Lan Wangji's pillow, burying his face in it to breath in what remains of his scent. Crying himself to sleep, misery filling every fiber of his being, a quiet dread that the man might not come back to him at all.

His heart was left in a shattered mess on the floor of the party and he is pretty sure he will never recover it. He feels selfish..knowing that the man has experienced losing him to death twice. While Wei Wuxian has only had to deal with it once. But they were married now and with everything that the hotel had done, he can't help but feel crushed by the fact that he was stolen away from him in such a way, so soon after their wedding, and on his birthday.

He had just finished crying himself to sleep, curled up in the corner of the bed as he is every night as he waits. He sleeps through the initial movement but when the bed shifts as Lan Wangji returns, his eyes shoot open. He sits up quickly and looks at the other man, tears of relief streaming down his face.

Without a word he flings himself at him, wrapping his arms around his neck and burying his face against him, so grateful that the man came back to him.
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[personal profile] scaredofdogs 2020-11-04 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
He can't speak for several minutes, sobbing into the man's nightgown as he clings to him. He feels stupid for being such a disgusting crying mess but he can't help the tears. They just want to come and not stop.

After awhile his tears start to slow, crying himself dry. He breathes in the scent of the man his face is against, the feeling of those arms around him holding him tightly, the sound of his voice against his ear. All of it is real and he is there and back and not a figment of his imagination or a dream.

Finally lifting his tear stained face away from Lan Wangji's chest, he looks up at the other man, eyes puffy and blood shot.

"Welcome back, Lan Zhan." His voice is raspy, having cried himself hoarse.
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[personal profile] scaredofdogs 2020-11-06 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
He lays his head against him, curling up in his lap as he clings to him and lets himself be rocked. He takes a fist and bumps it against Lan Wangji's chest in frustration, but there is no strength int he move. It's little more then a tap. "You lied to me, you jerk...you said you'd never leave me."

There is no heat in the words, simply a sad scolding that is little more then a test to make sure the other knows just how upset he was that he was gone. As if the tears weren't enough, he also had to know that he was angry. But most of his anger is actually directed towards the hotel and not the other man.

"It's my fault..I should have been stronger to protect you."
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[personal profile] scaredofdogs 2020-11-07 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
"You're the bravest and strongest person I know. You never have to prove that to me. Just believe in he fact that I believe it to be true." He lifts his head up and places his hands on either side of Lan Wangji's face, kissing him softly.

He feels so relieved that his husband is back with him. He doesn't want to ever feel separated from him again. These past few days have been terribly long, even with everyone coming to spend the time with him.

When he pulls away, he looks into Lan Wangji's eyes. "As long as you promise never to leave again, for us both to be more careful in this place..then we can move forward together."
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[personal profile] scaredofdogs 2020-11-07 04:09 am (UTC)(link)
He moves so that Lan Wangji can lay down and then curls up against him again. He nestles his face against his husband's neck, burying it there so that he can breath in nothing but the scent of his skin. So familiar and able to fill him with all the warmth of the love he feels in his heart.

He wraps his arm around him, holding him tightly as if afraid that if he lets go then he might disappear again. He wants Lan Wangji to have all the rest he might want or need and he is going to stay right there with him. He'll only move if the other man says he is uncomfortable or hot.

"I love you, Lan Zhan." He murmurs against his neck.
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[personal profile] scaredofdogs 2020-11-09 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
"I never left this room for even a second. I wanted to be here when you got back. Xichen kept me company." As well as many of the others. None of them willing to let him feel the crushing weight of being alone. The only one who stayed away was his soul twin..which was for the best. Having the two of them alone together would have only lead to poor decisions.

And everyone else made sure to take care of the animals at Lotus Pier, knowing that Wei Wuxian didn't want to leave at all, just in case the man came back.