Gently he lets his hand go, feeling his pain and his hurt. This one obstacle where Wei Wuxian always puts up a wall between him and others because of his actions. This same wall Lan Wangji put up, raised by discipline, rules, and routine and doing the right thing.

"What went through your mind that caused this fear? Don't be selfish. I can't forget. I never have forgotten you for all of these years. Don't ask me to forget. The light is meant to be shared and it's something I happily give."

Taking a deep breath, searching his words. "I don't deserve a second chance. I know you hated the rules and you wanted to run." He confessed. "I made you fear me. I…I lost my temper because I thought I lost you to the darkness and the drink, and everything else. I want you back because I cherished you, I truly do despite how many times you refused. If your place is dark, then...let me walk with you until it's dark. I don't think it would be so bad."

And anyway, the bar is the only place where they offer the strongest drink, so reluctantly, he's trying and attempt to tug Wei Wuxian back to the bar.

"Come back and let's go back. I'll take it all back if only you will."