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Lust, forgetful of future suffering, hurries us along the forbidden path

WHO: Wei Wuxian (novel) and You!

WHAT: Wei Wuxian has been given a lust tea..no one shall be spared!

WHEN: After the event ends for a week

WHERE: All around the hotel

NOTES: Content warnings: He's lustful..depending on who he encounters, things could get spicey. Feel free to meet him and give him a good slap if he gets too feely, or feel free to treat him to a drink to fulfill that need for company! And then tell him to get lost...

Wei Wuxian was glad he could see again. Being blind had been rather inconvenient, even if it could have been much worse. He's pretty sure not being able to talk would have been a much bigger inconvenience for him personally. So in a way he was thankful. He had also discovered several new parts of the building that he would have to find again, now that he could actually see what they looked like.

But when it was all over, there was an empty jar left in his room. He couldn't quite understand it at the time because it simply had a note from the lady of the hotel and the word "LUST" written on it. He just figured it was a unique gift and had set it aside as a decorative piece. But then later that day the feelings started and he realized that the hotel might be playing another trick on him. He hadn't eaten or drunk anything yet so he knew that it wasn't because of that.

He couldn't quite put his finger on it yet, but something was just a little off about him today. He found himself wanting..everything. Or was it everyone? He wasn't sure but he was going to have to be careful. A sensible person would have stayed in their room and tried to figure out what was going on, but Wei Wuxian could not stay contained in one spot for too long. So he was wandering the hallways.

All he knew was that he wanted food, drink and company in the worst way...

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Wei Wuxian turns quickly, "No! You don't have to go.." He moves back over to Lan Wangji, he reaches out to put both his hands on either side of the man's face.

"Last time I did this you knocked yourself out...please don't do that in this water." But he doesn't give the other man time to respond as he presses his lips against his.

In that instant he felt the lust inside him surge, as if this is just what he had been craving.

What is Wei Wuxian is afraid of? Gold eyes stare in confusion as his friend cupped his face. "You don't want me to go...?" His question is answered with mouth muffled before he can utter another word, his mouth was captured by his lips.

He is awake, alert, and aware. Perhaps a little giddy and high inwardly as the side-effect of the joy tea, but the heat of the jacuzzi kept his mind and his body calm, so he wouldn't panic at what just happened.

He stand still, then very carefully he wraps his arms around his waist, as he eagerly kisses back. Mouth parted in shock that he accidentally licks the other as their lips stayed connected.

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Wei Wuxian groans softly as his mouth is licked, his lips parting as he tries to deepen that kiss. He hardly realizes that the other hasn't pushed him away, but rather has pulled him closer. He's too lost in his own desires as he presses his body against the other man. The lust inside of him filling his entire body with a need as he pins the other man against the side of the Jacuzzi.

In his mind he is silently freaking out over his actions. He's never been this bold with the other man while he was sober. At night when they were traveling sometimes he would tease him as they were lying in bed. Doing everything he could to make Lan Wangji feel grossed out by him and toss him away. Truly playing up the cut-sleeve Mo Xuanyu game. But that was before he realized that Lan Wangji actually knew who he was. Those games all but stopped at that point.

But now..here he is..making out with him in the public pool in the very epitome of shameless actions.

Lan Wangji in response tightens his embrace around him, eyes closed as he continues kissing him, not wanting to end. He groans with pleasure when the other pressed his body closer to him, as he selfishly wants to seize happiness, almost greedily.

Wei Wuxian expected the worst reaction. But this time, Lan Wangji is determined not to smack himself out of panic. He doesn't want to drown. Because while he wasn't sober, he remembered clearly what happened that night, but pretended it didn't happen out of denial.

Eventually, when the kiss breaks, Lan Wangji simply gaze at him....almost longingly for a few silent moments. He wanted to make sure Wei Wuxian wanted this.

He promised there is no anger. Just an expression of perplexed and concern, and perhaps, in his eyes, genuine care for him.

"Wei Ying? Are you all right? Are you ill? If this is...if this is what you want, maybe we can go somewhere in private? Your room perhaps?"

He whines softly and his head drops onto Lan Wangji's shoulder. He doesn't understand what is going on at all. The truth is he does want it..he has for awhile. But what he doesn't want is some potion to be forcing him into it. And he doesn't want to be forcing Lan Wangji into it either. Although the other certainly seemed receptive to Wei Wuxian's sudden attack upon him.

"It's another hotel trick." He is very ill. Drunk with lust and desiring everything from alcohol to sex. And it only gets stronger the longer he presses against the other man. He doesn't even know if he could make it to his room at this point, his body almost on fire with need.

"There was a bottle in my room." He lifts his head up to look the other in the eyes, hoping he doesn't have to say anymore then.. "It was labeled 'lust'"

His tone is gentle when he realized what he just did.

"Wei Wuxian, have you done? You shouldn't have drink that." Then he caught himself. "I drank a tea that said Joy on it. I thought it was a label or brand of the tea. However, I'm starting to suspect drinking them effect the mood."

Still, he is glad that he's being honest and he wasn't ignoring him as he usually does. He didn't push him away when he shamelessly grind against him for relief.

"Wei Ying, I'll be happy to continue this further, but it's better if we get some privacy. Out here, someone can see us. Let's try to get out of the pool first."

But that means letting go of him, and Wei Ying has to suffer from the distance. "Come on, let's go." And Lan Wangji climbs out of the jacuzzi.

Wei Wuxian crawls out of the Jacuzzi. He immediately starts to shiver from the difference from the hot water to the cooler air on his body..which is already warm for other reasons. His eyes dart around the room. He definitely will not make it to his bedroom. The minute he leaves this place, everyone will know there is something wrong with him and it's getting harder and harder to keep a handle on things as it is. There is no telling what might happen if they encounter anyone else even en route to a quieter place.

"Lan Zhan..." That's the only warning he gives as he reaches out and latches onto the other man's wrist, pulling him towards some decorative bushes and trees in a corner of the room. "There is no time to waste. I need you now." No longer is he going to ask the man's permission. Lan Wangji said he was happy to continue so it is gong to continue.

As soon they're out of the pool, the cold air struck them, hot water trickle down, and his body was hot from bathing. When his partner latched on him around his waist, it makes him reaching for their clothes on the bench chairs more difficult.

"Wei Ying, please. Not out here. Someone can see us. Try to endure and bear it. I don't imagine our first time like this. The bedroom is nicer, drier, and warmer."

But he did not want his partner unhappy, and in fact, he is afraid he's making him unhappy, so Wei Wuxian is successful is pulling him toward to the hidden spot of the bushes and trees, away from the sight of the others. There's no one around in the pool area at the moment, so they're alone.

Blushing darkly, hearing that he needed him now, now that they are hidden away from sight. "Here? What shall we do?"

This is not exactly how Wei Wuxian envisioned his first time either but he also never thought he'd be under the influence of a lust potion. All he has to do if figure out exactly how far he needs to go to get it out of his system. Perhaps it doesn't have to be..everything. Perhaps if he can just get a taste then it will stop the desires at least for awhile. All he knows is that the minute he is able to get back to his room..he isn't emerging again until this wears off.

"I don't know, Lan Zhan..but I have to do something." He pushes the other to the ground and crawls into his lap, facing him with a leg on either side of the other man's body. He crushes his lips hungrily against Lan Wangji's again.

Lan Wangji knew it would be far better if they could return to their room, but his concern for Wei Wuxian state and driven by need overrides that. His sense of precaution was thrown to the wind.

"Something...? I don't want to do anything you'll regret..." And before he can speak further, he has Wei Ying on his lap, his legs around him, his body pressed close. Part of him wants to continue where they left off. His heart pounding with excitement. Just as eagerly, eyes closed, he returns the kiss, just as passionate. He has long to kiss him for many years since the first kiss he stolen from him on phoenix mountain.

With a bit of maneuvering, he gently pushes Wei Wuxian to the ground to pin him down and make lay on his back. He pried his mouth to open wider as he slides his tongue to swirl inside, to deepen the kiss.

Maybe with his kiss, Wei Wuxian will remember who kissed him on phoenix mountain. Same shape of his lips, the same warmth, and with such strength and gentleness. With his kiss, he'll learn Lan Wangji has been harbor a passion for him for many years.

Wei Wuxian accepts that tongue, groaning against his mouth. There is something oddly familiar about the kiss but it could have been just because of how he had kissed him that night after Yi City. He did regret his actions then because of how Lan Wangji had reacted to what he did. But there is something else about this that seems familiar as if he had been the one on a receiving end of a kiss like this before. Certainly he hadn't...Or..has he? If his brain wasn't so distracted by the feeling of Lan Wangji on top of him and the lust in his body perhaps he could figure it out. That moment on the mountain was a lifetime ago but his mind is stirring with memories.

He doesn't know if he will have any regrets after all of this except perhaps because he will feel like he forced the other into it. Not that it seems that way with how Lan Wangji is kissing him at that moment.

Eventually, the kiss won't hold for long. Lan Wangji needs to part from him in order to allow Wei Wuxian to breathe properly. How long he kissed him is for a few minutes, but for him, even though it has been 13 years, it felt like an eternity from his first kiss that he stole from his first life and how long for nearly a decade that he has believed it was his last. Then the second kiss in their night in Yi City which was an absolute shock to him.

Despite how Wei Wuxian was strongly intoxicated by the effects of the lust tea and he understand his body and his mind is suffering, Lan Wangji felt no joy in returning it until he was sure of him. Lan Wangji is a man of honor and guided by the principles of the 4,000 rules on the wall of Discipline.

"Wei Wuxian. Listen to me. Not out here. If we are to continue, we should go to your room and from there, I will help you."

Forcing himself, with a great force of will, he parted from him, if only for a few moments to gather their clothes from the bench and he offers his clothes to him.

"Please. Put it on. Get dressed. I'll carry you."

Wei Wuxian flattens onto the ground, almost afraid to move. "what if moving makes it worse.." It's a stupid statement and Wei Wuxian knows it, but he's broken and he's not sure how to fix himself. It's one thing after another with this hotel and he wonders if he'll ever feel normal again.

He finally pushes himself up, "If the hotel is feeding off emotions..it's getting an entire buffet from me."

He grabs his clothing and starts pulling it on. Why are there so many layers???

He can see he is terrified. This isn't the first time he sees him broken before. Lan Wangji remembers how far broken he was nearing the end of his first life when his Yiling Patriarch days terrified the cultivation world, and for a time, he wondered if Wei Wuxian resent him.

Patiently, as he looks at his crumpled friend on the ground floor. "I think it will get worst if you stay here. Also, you're wet and I'm getting cold. If the hotel is feeding off emotions...then I do not know."

Well, at least he's got up and become motivated to wear them, and Lan Wangji puts on his.

He then offers his arms to carry Wei Ying bridal style. "Come on. To your room, so we can get dry and then continue." He'll pick up in his arms with his arm strength.

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"Ah! Lan Zhan, I can walk!" Because this isn't embarrassing at all..."You can't possibly carry me like this all the way back to the room!" Actually he probably could. Even Wei Wuxian knows how ridiculously strong Lan Wangji's arm strength is.

He covers his face with his hands. At least this way he also can't see anyone and therefore can't possibly try to convince more people to help him with his little lust problem. Of course by the time they get to the room he might be so embarrassed that all thoughts of anything besides hiding under his covers is a possibility.

"This isn't manly at all!"

"You said moving will make it worst. So you don't have to move at all."

He lifts him up and carries him. As if his weight doesn't bother him at all. The secret is doing handstands, the rigorous exercises his clan demands. The man is pure muscle.

"It doesn't matter. Let me help you." He said as he huffs along. By the time he reaches Wei Wuxian's room, the door opens to reveal his bedroom that is decorated to his aesthetics and preference and he laid Wei Wuxian on the bed, so he can finally hide and feel safe beneath the covers.

Lan Wangji searched for a towel from the closet and approaching him with a hair blow dryer in hand. "Wei Ying, you're wet. Let's help you get dry."

Wei Wuxian has already dove under the covers, but completely backwards with his feet sticking out by the pillow. "It's too late. I already got the bed all wet." His voice is muffled beneath the sheets, clearly not sure he wants to face the world at all until all of this wears off.

Everything about today has been embarrassing.

This is why having privacy in his own room is important. So Lan Wangji can focus on his taking care of him. They're alone and Lan Wangji's patience is being tested.

"It's okay. Let me help. You just need to get dry."

He turns the blow dryer on. It's a noisy device that blows hot hair, but Lan Wangji learns how to use it to care for his hair. With it, he gently lifts the covers off to just have his wet hair peeking out. He blows at his hair and with the towel, scrubs him dry, taking care not to be too rough with him.

"Wei Ying, take off your clothes, so I can hang dry."

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Wei Wuxian keeps his face buried into the mattress. Ashamed of how he attacked Lan Wangji at the pool now that he has had some time to cool his thoughts..mostly because of how being carried like that through the hotel has embarrassed him down to his non-existent core.

But he let's the other man attempt to dry his hair, wiggling awkwardly out of his clothes while he lays there.

Honestly, Wei Wuxian is so shamelessly helpless. What he would do without him? With a huff, he managed to get his partner's hair dry, wringing excess water out. With his clothes taken off, he hung them dry. He's more concerned getting Wei Wuxian dry, so he wouldn't catch a cold.

"You're still wet." He has taken the covers off, just get the job done, and with a big towel, pats his body dry. If there is any sign of the man is angry about the attack, there isn't any.

Now Lan Wangji has to help himself, taking off his robes to hung dry, drying himself, drying his hair.

"Wei Wuxian, do you feel better?" Still calm as ever, and all of that work, he still happy to do it. "Now you won't catch a cold."

He finally turns his head to he can look at the other man. "thanks Lan Zhan..I do feel a little better."

Not as embarrassed now that he knows the other man doesn't think he's completely lost his mind and hates him for it. And the attention he was just getting also helped in a lot of ways.

"Sorry about the pool.."

Lan Wangji sat next to him on the bed. He can feel the tension between them. His well-being comes first.

"No need to apologize. How are you feeling now? Do you still feel the side-effects of the tea? I do want to continue from where we left off, but only if you wish to."

Hopefully, perhaps the effects are starting wear-off, but if the tea is potent, then he wondered if he's helping or hindering him. The last thing he wanted is for Wei Ying to feel worst.

Wei Wuxian studies the other man for a few seconds. He wants to continue..that lust is still there like a rock in his stomach that he can't ignore. He had been weak and given in down at the pool. But here he almost feels like he could hold himself together..but did he want to? How long has he waited at this point to do those kinds of things with Lan Wangji? Every time the man has gotten drunk, Wei Wuxian's actions have been bolder.

But now he isn't drunk and he actually wants to continue..It's an unexpected confession but in a way, he wonders if it's just because the other man wants to make sure he is okay and doing that would ensure it.

"The lust is still there, Lan Zhan. It's not going to just go away." Because he lusts for his man even without the potion. That little bottle simply ignited it to a level that is impossible to ignore.

In response, as his answer, he slides his arms around to wrap his waist to pull him toward his body for a hug. He placed his hand to cradle the back of his head as he pressed him into his chest, stroking through his hair soothingly and then rubs his back.

"Then let's take it slow. You have a fire in you that you can't control. But if you let me, I'll keep it warm and burning always. It's like that time when you couldn't control the resentment energy around you, but I was there before darkness can consume you."

He rubs against his forehead. "I won't let the fire consume you. If it won't go away, then you must think why you feel this way toward to me. Do you want me in that way, truly you do?"

Wei Wuxian relaxes into those arms. Lan Wangji has a calming affect on his that he can't deny. He listens to those words as the man offers to help him through the lust potion.

"I think it's pretty obvious I do..considering how I behaved at at the pool." He doesn't know why it's so hard to just say it. But perhaps he just doesn't like the idea of being rejected. Which clearly isn't going to happen since Lan Wangji has said he would help him.

"Last time you drank I kissed you..and I shouldn't have. I took advantage of you being drunk. You responded by knocking yourself out..so obviously you didn't want it and I shouldn't have done it. I don't want to make you do something you don't want to do just because it would help me."

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