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Lust, forgetful of future suffering, hurries us along the forbidden path

WHO: Wei Wuxian (novel) and You!

WHAT: Wei Wuxian has been given a lust tea..no one shall be spared!

WHEN: After the event ends for a week

WHERE: All around the hotel

NOTES: Content warnings: He's lustful..depending on who he encounters, things could get spicey. Feel free to meet him and give him a good slap if he gets too feely, or feel free to treat him to a drink to fulfill that need for company! And then tell him to get lost...

Wei Wuxian was glad he could see again. Being blind had been rather inconvenient, even if it could have been much worse. He's pretty sure not being able to talk would have been a much bigger inconvenience for him personally. So in a way he was thankful. He had also discovered several new parts of the building that he would have to find again, now that he could actually see what they looked like.

But when it was all over, there was an empty jar left in his room. He couldn't quite understand it at the time because it simply had a note from the lady of the hotel and the word "LUST" written on it. He just figured it was a unique gift and had set it aside as a decorative piece. But then later that day the feelings started and he realized that the hotel might be playing another trick on him. He hadn't eaten or drunk anything yet so he knew that it wasn't because of that.

He couldn't quite put his finger on it yet, but something was just a little off about him today. He found himself wanting..everything. Or was it everyone? He wasn't sure but he was going to have to be careful. A sensible person would have stayed in their room and tried to figure out what was going on, but Wei Wuxian could not stay contained in one spot for too long. So he was wandering the hallways.

All he knew was that he wanted food, drink and company in the worst way...

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Lan Wangji looks amused by his little confession when Wei Wuxian spoke fondly of his childhood. Suddenly he missed eating Lotus seeds as well. "Yes, Lotus Pier. I remember. I also remember the things you told me when I was voiceless."

Sinking into the water, looking at him thoughtfully. "It's good to be outside. However, up until now, no one has made an attempt to go outside of the hotel and see what the outside world looks like. For all I know, we are trapped inside of this place. I don't even know what is Wonderland."

"I'm sure people have tried, we just haven't heard about it. It's not like the staff would tell us." He grabs one of his drinks from where he set it on the side of the pool and takes a nice long drink from it. He settles with his back against the side of the pool.

Lan Wangji looks at the drinks and sniffs it. It's alcohol. He can't drink that. So whoever brought him drinks, he ordered the server to bring him juice. Which was brought in order. He wasn't too trusting of any food or drink, but taking a sip and no changes, he figured it's safe to drink.

"Then we are prisoners here." He sighed. It's a very nice prisoner, but nothing is as it seems.

For now, it's becoming quiet and serene, but quite dull. But he didn't feel bored as long Wei Ying is happy.

"Wei Ying, I'll be going that pool over there..." It's a shallow pool with bubbles and jet streams and puff of steam rose, a jacuzzi. "Join me later."

Lan Wangji rose to get out of the pool and head over to the jacuzzi to have a soak in the hot pool.

"We already were prisoners. The only difference is this is the mot comfortable jail I've ever seen."

He looks over at the bubbling pool and nods. "I'll be over in a little bit." He wants to swim around the pool a little and enjoy some exercise.

"Go enjoy, Lan Zhan!"

"It wasn't a very good jail, but it's not unpleasant."

When Lan Wangji rose and walked over to the jacuzzi and slowly takes a dip into the hot water, he dipped even further to lay and soaked in it, and hums with delight at the jet streams and bubbles. For a long while, he's going to forget his worries.

After a while, he isn't quite happy, so he rose up the pool again, so his voice can be heard.

"Wei Ying, come over and share this pool with me. It's like a hot spring, but gives massages." He calls out to him.

Wei Wuxian floats and swims along several minutes but realizes that there is something not quite right. That need has been getting worse as Lan Wangji is gone. He is just about to jump out of the pool when he hears the other man's voice.

He hops out and heads over to the jacuzzi. He lowers himself into it and lets out a content sign. "Ahhh..it feels so good!"

Lan Wangji takes a deep breath as he sinks into the pool. The jet streams blasted out, pounding away at his body in the hot water, relieving the stress in his body.

"Mn. I'm happy that you're here with me. I wanted you to try this."

It's hard to tell whether Lan Zhan is happy or sad with his fixed expression. The tip of the ears and face is quite pink. He scoots closer to sit next to him to bask in his presence.

Wei Wuxian feels something stir inside him as Lan Wangji comes closer. Once again he realizes that there is a need inside him that wants something. It had become stronger when the two were separated in the two pools. Now it still lingers as if it's not quite enough to just enjoy being in the same space.

He looks over at the other man, as he feels heat rise into his face. Lan Wangji is always handsome but with the light pink caused from the heat and the damp hair framing his face there is just something that Wei Wuxian can't tear his eyes away from.

"I'm happy too.." But lusting for more.

Beneath the surface, Lan Wangji has feelings for Wei Wuxian for many years, long after his death. When they first met since the Dafun mountain, he didn't express any desire. It's only after spending time together on their journey and after a few drinks, that's when his heart begins to thaw, revealing inhibitions that he buried beneath the surface.

For now, Lan Wangji is laid back. Turning to Wei Ying, with a look of concern as he always does. "Are you all right? The water is not too hot...?"

Wei Wuxian has known that his feelings for Lan Wangji have been growing since he has been brought back. Each time the man gets drunk he ends up taking more advantage of the situation. He had kissed him just before they ended up in this place and now that memory bubbles right back up to the surface. He has behaved himself so much when the other is sober but he finds that resistance melting away in the hot water and with the push of the lust drug that the hotel forced upon him.

"Lan Zhan.." He quickly moves away and turns his back to the man, needing to hide the fact his face is turning red as he fights with the lust trying to drive him to do something he might regret.

"I need you to promise me you won't get mad no matter what happens next." His hands grip the side of the Jacuzzi tightly, unable to look at the man yet because once he does its all over.

There's a look of sudden confusion. Did he something to make him scared or uncomfortable? Perhaps sharing the same pool? The last thing he wants is to make him uncomfortable or feel offended.

Not knowing what to do, maybe he needs space. He understands Wei Ying's temper and mood at times. While he always desires to stay by his side, but there's a time he needs to step aside and let him think for himself. "I can never be mad at you. And even if I did, let's talk about it."

After a few moments. "What are you about to do? Or shall I go...?" There's another Jacuzzi pool unoccupied and Lan Wangji can go there.

Wei Wuxian turns quickly, "No! You don't have to go.." He moves back over to Lan Wangji, he reaches out to put both his hands on either side of the man's face.

"Last time I did this you knocked yourself out...please don't do that in this water." But he doesn't give the other man time to respond as he presses his lips against his.

In that instant he felt the lust inside him surge, as if this is just what he had been craving.

What is Wei Wuxian is afraid of? Gold eyes stare in confusion as his friend cupped his face. "You don't want me to go...?" His question is answered with mouth muffled before he can utter another word, his mouth was captured by his lips.

He is awake, alert, and aware. Perhaps a little giddy and high inwardly as the side-effect of the joy tea, but the heat of the jacuzzi kept his mind and his body calm, so he wouldn't panic at what just happened.

He stand still, then very carefully he wraps his arms around his waist, as he eagerly kisses back. Mouth parted in shock that he accidentally licks the other as their lips stayed connected.

Edited 2020-05-26 16:59 (UTC)

Wei Wuxian groans softly as his mouth is licked, his lips parting as he tries to deepen that kiss. He hardly realizes that the other hasn't pushed him away, but rather has pulled him closer. He's too lost in his own desires as he presses his body against the other man. The lust inside of him filling his entire body with a need as he pins the other man against the side of the Jacuzzi.

In his mind he is silently freaking out over his actions. He's never been this bold with the other man while he was sober. At night when they were traveling sometimes he would tease him as they were lying in bed. Doing everything he could to make Lan Wangji feel grossed out by him and toss him away. Truly playing up the cut-sleeve Mo Xuanyu game. But that was before he realized that Lan Wangji actually knew who he was. Those games all but stopped at that point.

But now..here he is..making out with him in the public pool in the very epitome of shameless actions.

Lan Wangji in response tightens his embrace around him, eyes closed as he continues kissing him, not wanting to end. He groans with pleasure when the other pressed his body closer to him, as he selfishly wants to seize happiness, almost greedily.

Wei Wuxian expected the worst reaction. But this time, Lan Wangji is determined not to smack himself out of panic. He doesn't want to drown. Because while he wasn't sober, he remembered clearly what happened that night, but pretended it didn't happen out of denial.

Eventually, when the kiss breaks, Lan Wangji simply gaze at him....almost longingly for a few silent moments. He wanted to make sure Wei Wuxian wanted this.

He promised there is no anger. Just an expression of perplexed and concern, and perhaps, in his eyes, genuine care for him.

"Wei Ying? Are you all right? Are you ill? If this is...if this is what you want, maybe we can go somewhere in private? Your room perhaps?"

He whines softly and his head drops onto Lan Wangji's shoulder. He doesn't understand what is going on at all. The truth is he does want it..he has for awhile. But what he doesn't want is some potion to be forcing him into it. And he doesn't want to be forcing Lan Wangji into it either. Although the other certainly seemed receptive to Wei Wuxian's sudden attack upon him.

"It's another hotel trick." He is very ill. Drunk with lust and desiring everything from alcohol to sex. And it only gets stronger the longer he presses against the other man. He doesn't even know if he could make it to his room at this point, his body almost on fire with need.

"There was a bottle in my room." He lifts his head up to look the other in the eyes, hoping he doesn't have to say anymore then.. "It was labeled 'lust'"

His tone is gentle when he realized what he just did.

"Wei Wuxian, have you done? You shouldn't have drink that." Then he caught himself. "I drank a tea that said Joy on it. I thought it was a label or brand of the tea. However, I'm starting to suspect drinking them effect the mood."

Still, he is glad that he's being honest and he wasn't ignoring him as he usually does. He didn't push him away when he shamelessly grind against him for relief.

"Wei Ying, I'll be happy to continue this further, but it's better if we get some privacy. Out here, someone can see us. Let's try to get out of the pool first."

But that means letting go of him, and Wei Ying has to suffer from the distance. "Come on, let's go." And Lan Wangji climbs out of the jacuzzi.

Wei Wuxian crawls out of the Jacuzzi. He immediately starts to shiver from the difference from the hot water to the cooler air on his body..which is already warm for other reasons. His eyes dart around the room. He definitely will not make it to his bedroom. The minute he leaves this place, everyone will know there is something wrong with him and it's getting harder and harder to keep a handle on things as it is. There is no telling what might happen if they encounter anyone else even en route to a quieter place.

"Lan Zhan..." That's the only warning he gives as he reaches out and latches onto the other man's wrist, pulling him towards some decorative bushes and trees in a corner of the room. "There is no time to waste. I need you now." No longer is he going to ask the man's permission. Lan Wangji said he was happy to continue so it is gong to continue.

As soon they're out of the pool, the cold air struck them, hot water trickle down, and his body was hot from bathing. When his partner latched on him around his waist, it makes him reaching for their clothes on the bench chairs more difficult.

"Wei Ying, please. Not out here. Someone can see us. Try to endure and bear it. I don't imagine our first time like this. The bedroom is nicer, drier, and warmer."

But he did not want his partner unhappy, and in fact, he is afraid he's making him unhappy, so Wei Wuxian is successful is pulling him toward to the hidden spot of the bushes and trees, away from the sight of the others. There's no one around in the pool area at the moment, so they're alone.

Blushing darkly, hearing that he needed him now, now that they are hidden away from sight. "Here? What shall we do?"

This is not exactly how Wei Wuxian envisioned his first time either but he also never thought he'd be under the influence of a lust potion. All he has to do if figure out exactly how far he needs to go to get it out of his system. Perhaps it doesn't have to be..everything. Perhaps if he can just get a taste then it will stop the desires at least for awhile. All he knows is that the minute he is able to get back to his room..he isn't emerging again until this wears off.

"I don't know, Lan Zhan..but I have to do something." He pushes the other to the ground and crawls into his lap, facing him with a leg on either side of the other man's body. He crushes his lips hungrily against Lan Wangji's again.

Lan Wangji knew it would be far better if they could return to their room, but his concern for Wei Wuxian state and driven by need overrides that. His sense of precaution was thrown to the wind.

"Something...? I don't want to do anything you'll regret..." And before he can speak further, he has Wei Ying on his lap, his legs around him, his body pressed close. Part of him wants to continue where they left off. His heart pounding with excitement. Just as eagerly, eyes closed, he returns the kiss, just as passionate. He has long to kiss him for many years since the first kiss he stolen from him on phoenix mountain.

With a bit of maneuvering, he gently pushes Wei Wuxian to the ground to pin him down and make lay on his back. He pried his mouth to open wider as he slides his tongue to swirl inside, to deepen the kiss.

Maybe with his kiss, Wei Wuxian will remember who kissed him on phoenix mountain. Same shape of his lips, the same warmth, and with such strength and gentleness. With his kiss, he'll learn Lan Wangji has been harbor a passion for him for many years.

Wei Wuxian accepts that tongue, groaning against his mouth. There is something oddly familiar about the kiss but it could have been just because of how he had kissed him that night after Yi City. He did regret his actions then because of how Lan Wangji had reacted to what he did. But there is something else about this that seems familiar as if he had been the one on a receiving end of a kiss like this before. Certainly he hadn't...Or..has he? If his brain wasn't so distracted by the feeling of Lan Wangji on top of him and the lust in his body perhaps he could figure it out. That moment on the mountain was a lifetime ago but his mind is stirring with memories.

He doesn't know if he will have any regrets after all of this except perhaps because he will feel like he forced the other into it. Not that it seems that way with how Lan Wangji is kissing him at that moment.

Eventually, the kiss won't hold for long. Lan Wangji needs to part from him in order to allow Wei Wuxian to breathe properly. How long he kissed him is for a few minutes, but for him, even though it has been 13 years, it felt like an eternity from his first kiss that he stole from his first life and how long for nearly a decade that he has believed it was his last. Then the second kiss in their night in Yi City which was an absolute shock to him.

Despite how Wei Wuxian was strongly intoxicated by the effects of the lust tea and he understand his body and his mind is suffering, Lan Wangji felt no joy in returning it until he was sure of him. Lan Wangji is a man of honor and guided by the principles of the 4,000 rules on the wall of Discipline.

"Wei Wuxian. Listen to me. Not out here. If we are to continue, we should go to your room and from there, I will help you."

Forcing himself, with a great force of will, he parted from him, if only for a few moments to gather their clothes from the bench and he offers his clothes to him.

"Please. Put it on. Get dressed. I'll carry you."

Wei Wuxian flattens onto the ground, almost afraid to move. "what if moving makes it worse.." It's a stupid statement and Wei Wuxian knows it, but he's broken and he's not sure how to fix himself. It's one thing after another with this hotel and he wonders if he'll ever feel normal again.

He finally pushes himself up, "If the hotel is feeding off emotions..it's getting an entire buffet from me."

He grabs his clothing and starts pulling it on. Why are there so many layers???

He can see he is terrified. This isn't the first time he sees him broken before. Lan Wangji remembers how far broken he was nearing the end of his first life when his Yiling Patriarch days terrified the cultivation world, and for a time, he wondered if Wei Wuxian resent him.

Patiently, as he looks at his crumpled friend on the ground floor. "I think it will get worst if you stay here. Also, you're wet and I'm getting cold. If the hotel is feeding off emotions...then I do not know."

Well, at least he's got up and become motivated to wear them, and Lan Wangji puts on his.

He then offers his arms to carry Wei Ying bridal style. "Come on. To your room, so we can get dry and then continue." He'll pick up in his arms with his arm strength.

Edited 2020-05-28 03:12 (UTC)

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